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About the content on this site:

 

N.B. In the years this site has been on the Internet and others containing UNIQUE INSIGHTS only my life experience can have given, that I published on the World Wide Web prior to this one, so many have poached and plagiarised its content, that is all I now come to expect. 

However, if this is not your orientation, you should know that reveals the value they have given to its content... considering they have all tried to make out that they are its originator.

 

Initially, it was my intention to give it all away for free, but expected a return to me to the unprecedented value I knew people would give to it. And yet the above is all I got and still get.

 

This has meant that the former content has now been massively reduced... I know it is akin to locking the stable door after the horse and bolted, considering the mirroring of my site and my LIFE'S WORK being plagiarised and published verbatum, in order it appear I stole it from them, I know certain individuals, writers and organised religions, copied off all the text and podcasts, prior to my taking it down. 

 

Due to people's predisposition thus, it has taught me that this is not the forum for my work in total, and now will soon publish it elsewhere as a several books etc. if only to have it established as my copyright. Then I dare any of the snakes to come out from their hiding places and challenge me in regards to that fact in any way whatsoever. They know they'd come off the loser. And if they don't, they soon will.

 

That is because this site is now specifically aimed at pointing out all those snakes in the grass who steal life support due people by means of force and/or deception just because they can and believe themselves more intelligent, is justification enough for their being that way and the disdain they have for those they can deceive in such a manner, as leaves them unseen. 

 

I now dedicate this site to revealing the whole nest of vipers... but don't think I am either bitter or angry, rather it is necessary, for all to see through them and the jig, the merry dance they lead everybody to be done with. For only then can we move on to where we are well and truly meant to be really.  

 

The other thing it is important that you know regarding this site, is that I will be adding to it from time to time, and even though I have taken a lot off it like my 'Bullying Beaten' piece and podcasts, I have been working on my response to one particular 'She-Wolf' in Sheep's Clothing, whom I know to be closely monitoring my site because she has to have it look as though I've stolen everything that was on it from her and her kind, instead of vice-versa. (There's currently a whole pack of them coming out of the woodwork and rearing their ugly heads... I'm making notes and taking names for any future court action I may be left with no option to take against them, should they not just 'fess' up and credit me with at least the Intellectual Copyright of the works that are mine.

 

Anyway, as they say, anything worth doing is worth doing well. And to that end, I have been working on said response, that should convince them they bitten off more than they can chew and that I will shut the trap they have so eloquently designed for me to appear as they are and suffer the consequences they fear, and know they'll have to endure were those they dupe to see through them and know them for what they really are etc.

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Considering it is such a short period of time between my publishing additional material on this site to it coming out of her mouth as another epiphany claimed to have come from God, I've set up other sites and published certain pieces that this 'She-Wolf' in question would not only love to claim as coming to her through God, and not learned of my LIFE'S LESSONS, but are imperative that she plunders them and plagiarises them all the more, if she is to have it appear that she knows at least the equal of I... when claiming to see with my 'eye'. 

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Which means when I do publish them here, they will have been registered and therefore, acknowledged as being first put out elsewhere some months past, and so as she won't be able to resist stealing them, they will effectively have been 'mined' thus, and blow up in her face. [I have also photographed all my notes with an included date stamp on the photos.] 

 

Plus, she is unaware of the fact that I first put out some key constituents of my LIFE'S UNIQUE INSIGHTS, KNOWLEDGE AND UNDERSTANDING, on 21st December 2012. [A lot of which I have seen filtering through in the current Zeitgeist.]

 

Prior to this I have been passing on what I learned to people for more years than I care to remember... every single one of them that got a certain distance through, but never to the end and so not really 'getting it', all failed to give me credit for it and instead made out it came from them, as they left me to my suffering in the hope that I'd not come back from it. [ They know who they are... it is just that now, somebody who makes a living claiming to KNOW THE TRUTH, having discovered they don't and that my INSIGHTS etc. will lose them face and their livelihood, have taken such a deceitful and murderous intention, to a whole new, and international level. [Please refer to my 'Wolves in Sheep's Clothing' expose.] 

 

I was first published in a magazine called 'The New Renaisance' in 1991. And so anybody who thinks they can steal my work and claim they are its originator, will only have that blow up in their face.  

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About Me

 

I AM about attaining and maintaining OPTIMAL WELL-BEING FOR EVERYONE. It is WITHOUT PRECEDENT and will be TRULY LIFE-CHANGING. 

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As unbelievable as it was thought to be, it is just as well then that my Life-Story in itself doesn’t matter. What does matter are the UNIQUE INSIGHTS, KNOWLEDGE AND UNDERSTANDING, which I gained and now freely give to you.

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This TRUE KNOWLEDGE AND UNDERSTANDING really does offer everyone the unprecedented chance of THE LONGEST LIFE LIVED WITH THE LEAST AMOUNT OF SUFFERING. Fundamentally, it makes evident and PROVES that which is and that is not TRUE.

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If you indeed are to be ONE OF THE FIRST TO 'GET IT', your then ‘seeing’ everything and everybody with unprecedented clarity, and so, neither looking “Through a glass darkly” or ‘Rose tinted spectacles’, means you really will view all things anew… while void of any ‘religious’ connotation whatsoever. You will literally have a whole new perspective on everything and everybody, including your idea of ‘self’ and especially with regards to HOW SELF-WORTH IS TRULY GAUGED.

 

The depth of understanding you will then have, will literally change the way you have judged yourself and everybody you have ever met or known in your life. Which along with really knowing why people are the way/s they are, both individually and collectively, means you will no longer be judgmental of anybody or ever take anything personally. Rather, you will know and be able to prove, that your former judgment understandably and so, blamelessly, lacked TRUE DISCERNMENT.

 

This realization alone has huge ramifications for any beliefs regarding the concepts of ‘Original Sin’, the ‘Sins of the Father’ being visited upon their son/s’, and of ‘Sin’ in general.

 

Along with these insights, such an all-encompassing depth of understanding will also be seen to prove that neither being ‘Forgiving’ or ‘Unforgiving’ is ‘Divine’ for it categorically cannot be that I know anything that by accepted definition, an ‘All-Knowing’ entity doesn’t.

 

Which means therefore, and without any ‘Leap of Faith’ being necessary, that the onus of error lies with people and reveals that the whole of his-story comes down to the judgment of humans. And so proves beyond a shadow of a doubt, and YOU WILL SEE in ways inconceivable at this juncture, that “To err is indeed to be human”.

 

Clearly, to really know where I am coming from and where it all leads to, will require considerable expansion concerning the above contention, but please take as a given, that I only ever state anything matter-of-factly – void of ‘put-ups’, ‘put-downs’ or meta-messages of any kind - and do in every regard, go on to prove whatever point I am making, to be the case, no matter what may be thought to the contrary at any point in time along THE WAY.

 

For example, the concept of ‘Sin’ being believed to be behaviour God punishes you for, should already be seen to not have a leg to stand in THE LIGHT AND SIGHT OF TRUE UNDERSTANDING. And that in actuality, ‘Sin’ simply meant mistaken thinking and referred to the misguided and misleading, ways of being/s … all of which deny LIFE TRULY BEING LIVED.

 

This of course is its own punishment by degree of the difference between A LIFE OPTIMALLY SUPPORTED and a subsistence existence… namely, the lowly life experience imposed upon the majority of people the world over, as a consequence of minimal assistance that the ‘Powers that Be,’ decide is their due.

 

This blameless ignorance and so much more, BEING FULLY REALISED, means you will literally GET YOUR LIFE BACK and be freed from everything in your past and present, that having become engrained mentally and taken a hold physically, currently effects you detrimentally in mind and body. [Please note, this is not an academic tome, rather, it is for people in general because that which I refer to in the main, are unique insights and an understanding that comes thereof, that is not known in the professions currently concerned with those aspects. And as bold a claim as that may seem, I guarantee that you will as always, COME TO SEE it as merely a matter-of-fact statement, when you to have the same insight, knowledge and understanding of which I write and speak. [Please refer to the all-encompassing Podcast I intend to be on the Home Page: Please bear with me if it isn’t there already - IT WILL BE SOON.]

 

After-all, it should already be self-evident, that no ‘take’ on nature or adoption of ways assumed to best satisfy living most well the longest, in that presumed ‘reality’, playing itself out as it will, proves anything but that which inevitably comes of those beliefs, when seeing things that way and acting in accordance.

 

Likewise, looking behind why people are the way they are, and specifically, why they are different in different situations and with different people, you will likely discover, they are acting at all times as they have deduced and concluded best serves them.

 

That in fact, a far greater number than will at this time openly admit to it, staunchly adhere to the overriding belief that ‘The Ends Always Justify the Means’ when following LIFE’S EDICT to, “Always serve your life by surviving every person and situation, as best you can, by always being mindful of that which maximizes support for your life and/or minimizes whatever threat there is of injury and death.

 

Which means that how people are and are not, all comes down to a matter of ‘Judgment’ and therefore, one of intelligence. The fault, as I will prove, most definitely being blamelessly in their ‘self’ and not the ‘stars’ in any way, shape or form. [None will be in any way upset when I do establish that to be a fact because at the same time, I will furnish everyone with the knowledge to see through everybody and to really know what is and isn’t true.] 

 

Don’t get me wrong, I’m not saying that the way anybody decides is the best way to serve their life as stated is wrong in their reality per se, for it won’t be… “Walk a mile in their shoes,” and all that. However, I do contend and will prove that all of it comes of man-made life experiences, and that quite simply, early man was too ignorant and too scared to ‘see’ things as being any other than he did… that he lacked the experience and knowledge necessary to be able to draw a correct conclusion regarding the nature of reality and of his own within that.   

 

Consider for example just how different to now, people would be were they to be considered of the utmost value and therefore, always supported optimally!? 

 

When what I have to impart is TRULY UNDERSTOOD, your body will literally revert back to how it was years ago before various stresses and strains took hold sapping you of energy, freedom of movement and general well-being. It will unprecedentedly remove all the false determinations and negative imprints that your man-made life has written upon your mind and body. 

 

These include all emotional and physical impacts that are the consequences of withdrawal from sources of pain, as well as all ‘Death Grips’ permanently held onto for DEAR LIFE, for fearing that further movement could mean your dying, as it was felt, believed and feared, to be the case from a force of impact of such a crushingly deadly effect, way back whenever. Plus all habitual postural adoptions for example, like the rounded shoulders brought about by the introvert’s desire to go unnoticed and not be picked on, or that can come from many years of being hunched over a desk 8 hours a day.

 

In addition, there are the held on to and locked in effects of the “Notice Me” stuck out chest of the extrovert, the ram-rod back of the soldier and of course, the posturing of the person who feels the need to make a big show of how ‘Hard’/ how ‘manly’, how of merit they think they are by their example. And for now, last but not least, there are the adoptions of all impressions wishing to be made by those of the mind-set that thinks, “I’m so fearless, unfazed by life and therefore laid back, that I slink and slide off chairs”… all of which actually results in the opposite of what they wish… namely, these adoptions instead of admirable impressions, merely serve to create considerably adverse pressures that solicit bracing contractions defensively. These in turn then render far greater rigidity and vulnerability, in many ways that those contriving to adopt such ‘posturing’ wouldn’t want to happen or be known by anybody who could take advantage of those weaknesses. [As I will detail in my written piece entitled, “MIND ON BODY – THE TRUE NATURE OF OUR PSYCHO-PHYSICAL REALITY.]

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Additionally removed from everybody will be the bracing muscular contractions effected by repetitive hits into the body incurred by some frequently indulged sporting activity, along with any permanent bracing against some occurrence feared to be imminent, such as ‘Getting a grip’ to keep it together and keep going etc.

 

Suffice to say, I learned big time that the medical profession is ignorant of all this… which is why I was then left to personally endure its worst deterioration, log its symptomatic progression and then have to recover from that which was deemed too extreme to be real. And I have recovered massively and will fully, ultimately.

 

I am not bitter, even though many consider I have very good cause to be… rather, I am just glad to be better and in less crippling pain as a constant and not so exhausted all the time. This means I am able to do more for myself and not be so completely dependent on the help of others. Which is a huge relief and no small mercy in itself, considering that help was hardly ever forthcoming. [A TRUE indictment of 'humanity', but ONE that once realised, most pointedly saves all from it, inevitably.]

 

This I learned was due in the main, to people’s understandably unshakeable faith in doctors and the mainstream medical profession as a whole, meaning they simply cannot believe they could be as ignorant and negligent, as my experience has revealed them to be.

 

Add to this people not wanting to believe those obligated to caring for their health and sworn to do no harm, could be so unreliable and harmful, and you have a mix for one hell of a backlash.

 

This is because instead of being glad to know where the mainstream lacks knowledge and understanding, so it can be addressed to its necessary correction and actually then mean they will be there for people as required and they won’t be failed as abysmally as was my experience personally and has been for many years now, professionally… I get to see all the people the mainstream failed as they did me – which is why I do what I do because I wish to be that person I wish I’d found a lot sooner myself, who can not just help, but do so unprecedentedly. This is because I marry all the knowledge I gained from my own experience of what they said couldn’t happen and so, allowed it to therefore, with all the knowledge from all the bodywork therapies I learned along the way, with regards to focal points of contraction – that according to its accumulation will be pulled on and hurt accordingly and tighten further in a bracing response.

We have now moved on from the “No Gain No Pain” ethos and having learned far more about how the body is put together and pulled apart, the best release technique is now the most non-invasive and utilises ‘Dynamic Tension’ and ‘Newtonian Physics’… namely, that equal and opposite forces, will solicit a release response accordingly. It is unprecedented in its effect and what can now be achieved concerning a reversal of fortune regarding people’s health in general and the accepted progression of difficulty and deterioration, into older age.

 

I am not of course damning wholesale the mainstream medical profession because where they are good, all well and good, but where they are bad they are absolutely atrocious and have dire consequences to the lives of those they fail to help, to say the least.

 

My main concern is with regard to most musculo-skeletal conditions and all of those considered ‘Stress Related.’

 

Which means that for all their inventions of pills and concoctions of creams, lotions and potions, none actually address the cause of such symptoms… namely, the accumulative contraction of your body’s musculature deep within, for one reason or another, or as is usually the case, many reasons all together.

 

This is a knowledge and understanding had by most bodywork modalities and yet the mainstream medical profession in their ‘wisdom’ - that is no more than their hubris – for believing themselves to know all there is to know, and that they are therefore, ‘Infallible’, presume to dismisses them all out of hand as “Quacks.” For they conclude that as they know all there is to know, there simply is no more to know and so anybody who claims to knowledge in addition to theirs, are inevitably labeled liars and thought to be reprehensible, when it really is that the shoe is firmly on the other foot as they say.

Consequently, however, this means as a matter-of-course, that people are further denied administrations for their condition/s that are far more relevant and that can produce the best recovery and least harm done. [I will look to detailing this further and proving what I claim beyond a shadow of doubt.

 

Now while I have made such a positive difference to so many people’s lives, the majority who walked through my door, being highly intelligent to their mind and with certain beliefs ingrained within them regarding what they think of doctors and the mainstream medical profession as a whole, combined with what they believe of themselves in comparison to other people and how much more intelligent they think they are, all goes to determine they are extremely hostile.

Firstly, they can’t believe my story and so are in the company of the majority there and so decide that it’s all lies on my part. The like further assume, that I am therefore, casting aspersions against wonderful caring people, by causing them to be doubt whether they’ll be there for them as they expect and need. This in turn inevitably robs them of the reassurance their believing as they do, affords them, regarding any ‘Health Concerns’ that may arise.

Add to this that the like think they are highly intelligent, and you get their assuming anything they can’t make sense of, is non-sense.

Carrying these beliefs through, many then get angry for to their mind, my thinking I thought I could fool them.

Then believing as they do, the like then believe that all the glowing testimonials I have received are actually from people much less intelligent and ‘savvy’ than they themselves are, who having been conned by me, convinced themselves into having a placebo effect, and then took that to be improvement I had achieved in their condition.

Take these beliefs to their end point and you get that the like believing I am falsely informing people that even though the mainstream tells them that nothing can be done to improve their condition, that my saying that what I know personally and professionally can help unprecedentedly, and you get some believing me a reprehensible individual preying on people’s false-hope and thereby taking money out of pensioners pockets under false pretences. Many have asked, ‘How do you sleep at night.” While some even go as far as saying, “You should be put up against a wall and shot.”

 

These days I simply nip it in the bud at the start when I learn that my life-story with concern to what happened to my body, isn't believed. [Nevertheless, such blind faith in the mainstream medical profession, has meant many more people wanting me dead for telling the same truth that has been my experience and why I’ve learned what I have and can help change things so much for the betterment of everybody's health and well-being in general. 

 

Due to this, I have stopped growing my practice and just stay with the number of clients who don’t wish me to not be there for them in the future as I have been in the past, with regards to lessening their pain and suffering massively etc.

 

Now I merely wish to get this knowledge out there in order it survives me and achieves the greatest benefit to everyone’s life ultimately. [All will become very clear.]

 

Fundamentally, an ‘Ostrich ‘Head-in-the-Sand’ mentality means that which needs addressing so it can be that those trusted with your health and recovery from ill-health, will help as desired, won’t be and that it will then remain the case that they won’t be able to help as it is hoped they will.

 

It is understandable that everybody just wishes to know those given the obligation to best care for people’s health, will have a care for them and actually care for them as needs be, in order they suffer the least amount of pain and secure the speediest recovery, when at all possible… I couldn’t be more for that myself. For before I learned otherwise, I thought that was what I would get… I never dreamed I’d be presumed to be a liar and “ATTENTION SEEKER”, laughed at and even threatened for being believed to be a ‘Time-Waster’ and what they thought of that when to their mind I was preventing them from helping somebody who really was suffering.

Many even went as far as striking me off their register because I persisted in claiming to suffering a continued loss of structural integrity and a whole myriad of painful symptoms, the like they ‘knew’ couldn’t happen.

Anyway, I digress… Fundamentally, I am here to relay to you knowledge and understanding, that my extensive experience made known to me. And to warn that if these matters made evident by my condition’s actual causes and their consequences, are not addressed as needs be, then none will have their wish as above. Instead, more and more will learn the truth of what I state in a way they wish they hadn’t… namely, when they are likewise inevitably failed due to their current lack of knowledge and understanding.

 

Don’t get me wrong, it has been hell, but having been deprived of my life, in the sense of losing freedom of mobility and my being left to just existing in agony, has given me a far greater appreciation of life itself and that which most people take for granted - like simply being able to walk, stand and be – than would otherwise have been the case. Hence my fighting so hard for so long, to have what in comparison would be ‘heaven’.

 

It was inevitable that people had their all-encompassing faith and trust in doctors etc. to know what they need to know, and exactly what to do and not to do, in order to best diminish a person’s suffering and expedite their speediest recovery… I just happened to flag up where their knowledge couldn’t be more lacking. And it literally was a ‘Grand Canyon’ lack of knowledge, that explains and so understands the cause of so many consequent conditions doctors haven’t a clue about. And, so, they ignorantly and pointlessly throw drugs, pills, potions, and exercise routines at what they consider to be abstract symptoms/conditions. 

 

This is why they are abysmal at helping such conditions when not addressing their cause. It is also why, in their 'God Complex' conceit of infallibility, they assume that all they can do, is literally all that can be done, to help that person recover from whatever condition… that they are the 'Be All and End All' in matters of medicine. You will learn that this was never actually the case, and now can be proven not to be so by the results additional knowledge to theirs now secures for people.

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I am currently a therapist in the bodywork modality that is far more effective and non-invasive than those that champion the belief and assumed edict, “No Gain Without Pain.”

 

Which is why there will shortly be a paradigm shift in the mainstream and literally nobody’s life will be the same again. For, once known to happen, all such muscular contractions that normally occur throughout people’s lives, compounding incrementally and manifesting a myriad of musculo-skeletal, stress related and other conditions will be released immediately. No-one's body will be held back from TRUE FREEDOM OF MOBILITY, or ever again suffer as is now believed to be the normal progression of ailments that occur as somebody ages etc. It will be established that age is not a matter of time, but instead an effect of the amount and extent of the contraction of the deep musculature in the body. This will vary, according to how hard somebody's life has been and how many and how much people are against them and not for them.

 

Personally, aged 21, I was assumed to be relating symptoms suffered by my granddad and making out they were my own ... the doctor's belief being that these were the ailments of a much older person and simply not possible in somebody so young. They were wrong.

 

Knowing everybody will be failed as I was and told they have to live with their condition, it is my intention to be there for them as I wished someone had been for me.

 

Consequently, I am considered to be a “Godsend” by those suffering most and who’d given up thinking their condition could ever improve, let alone be completely reversed. They’d had no idea they could benefit in so many other ways from increased movement, and all the symptoms synonymous to that which is inevitable of certain constriction, compression, restriction and accompanying, reduced circulation. 

 

However, while bringing all the benefits of what I’ve learned, most don’t believe the extreme nature of that which I went through and why. This is because that would necessitate their accepting that what they believe about the mainstream, isn’t true… and only those who’ve experienced their failing them know that for real. Others merely prove why it was I was left to go through what I did - to learn what I have in the first place.

 

The ‘Story of my Life’ therefore, is one of my gaining UNIQUE AND TRULY UNPRECEDENTED INSIGHTS into why people are the way they are, and different one to another, and the real reason you ail as you age.

 

But, while, as always, I will continue to fight to the utmost of my ability for my life, it may be already too late for me, considering the toll of what I've been through has taken on my body.  

 

However, please don't think this is some attempt at reverse psychology… where I am hoping I'll be helped from having gained sympathy for my plight, because it isn't. 

 

For if there is one thing I've learned, it's that most people prefer to believe that somebody they don't know, on the one hand, means nothing to them - and therefore, think if that person were to lose their life, they are deemed to be no loss - and on the other hand, is believed to be trying to con them, and so dismissed out-of-hand. 

 

Either is more likely than the majority believing the ‘unknown entity’ I am, has a genuine need for help and will prove to be a support of their LIFE WITHOUT PRECEDENT.

 

 

Brief Biog.

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The bottom line is that my life story is unbelievable and that's why it has been what it has. Which means if I were to relate it now, it would by most be assumed at least an exaggeration, if not total invention.

 

I have told the truth all my life and learned very young that I could not trust adults to recognise it when told to them. Or to be able to see through those who were lying to them.

 

When not believed, you learn about that person i.e. that they believe contrary to you. How convinced they are about what they believe will be made evident by how affronted they are and angry they get, and then how strong their attack verbally and/or physically. What they believe doesn't allow for what you are saying to be true and so to their mind you are a liar. Further, they may consider you to be an idiot, for thinking they could ever be fooled into believing what you've said is true, if they believe what they do, without question.

 

It all came down to my having experienced in the extreme, that what they believed to be true, wasn't. And I don't mean in regards to what they thought of me, but rather, what they believed that made them think that in the first place.

 

I basically had the misfortune of learning that it does not go against the nature of all women, to torture and kill a child. And that the mainstream medical profession are not all-knowing, but their believing they are individually and collectively, along with a general condescension that doesn't allow for strong people, of high intellect, suffering severely stating it matter-of-factly. Instead, I learned that on the whole they believe their patients to be of low intellect, weak character and not to be suffering very much if at all... that they are lazy, don't want to work and wish to have a life claiming sickness benefit.

 

The former being believed gave my stepmother license to do her worst. The latter belief allowed the toll that took on my body to deteriorate to its worst. All the while with my being denied help even from organisations who know the mainstream can be negligent, but they couldn't believe they were as ignorant and could be as negligent and nasty, as they were in my case.

 

There is no greater motivation than "Do it or die."

 

My life very young depending on second guessing adults in order to head off their being murderously violent towards me, must have gone some way to developing my mental acuity, but being 'painted' to be an aggressive oik, so as to ultimately qualify a degree of fear of me that would justify ending my existence, and thereby get away with murder, definitely decided I would try to achieve all I could academically.

 

I could go on, but the bottom line is I learned that fundamentally, I was considered to threaten my stepmother with not getting what she was after from my father for her and her family, and her children by him... if he was to live that long. And to the degree she hated that, she hated me for meaning that. And so, ultimately, I had to go, but first my character has to be assassinated because then nobody will believe what I was being subjected to, then on to being rid of me permanently... and that is how it was for me.

 

I hadn't factored into her plans because she'd thought I would remain living with my auntie and uncle believing them to be my mum and dad. She had not bargained on my father's plans to live through me vicariously. He had been found to have a narrowing artery in his heart, that could result in him dropping dead on the football pitch and so they wouldn't pass him medically to play professionally. That really must have done his head in i.e. finding the frustration infuriating. It literally made him so mad.

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The damage all this extreme violence I experienced in the home and in school, took such a toll on my body all-told, that from one extreme to the other, I experienced diametrically opposed facial and physical appearances and spent more than 20 years unable to walk unaided. I spent years dragging myself around on my stomach indoors and on crutches otherwise. In that time and for those reasons, I learned as my face distorted and changed, becoming uglier and uglier at the worst and my body more and more contorted, and I became less and less physically capable, just how much people relate according to somebody's facial appearance and physical prowess... the less able, the more 'invalid'/ undeserving of support of your life. And yet the more difficult and so, the harder life gets as physical incapacity increases, the stronger you have to be. Consider how some top athlete would deal with suddenly facing such severe debility and for it, being considered useless and worthless, their life being far less supported? Then you'd really learn what strength of character they do and do not have.

 

My unique experiences and level of suffering, consequently mean I am 'about you' like no-one before... for ultimately establishing things held to be true that currently consign you to a relative support of your life, both with regards to your self esteem and how others value you, are not. The upshot of which is that you are set free from those lies and delivered to THE LIFE to which you are TRULY ENTITLED: In all of its abundance, truly devoid of all former ignorance.   

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I have either been through hell in order to learn what I have and bring 'heaven' to everyone or rather, an association amongst people on earth that is as 'Heaven' is imagined. Namely, one where all are ABSOLUTELY SUPPORTIVE. Where indeed, 'One are for all and all are for one.' Where none are against you and if they are - for still being ignorant - they are of no consequence as in any danger to your life - when up against the power of the greatest number of people being in support and so defence of your life in every way, optimally. [All this will become clear... reiterating, it is an understanding all-told, that will establish all as being in reciprocal cooperation as soon as this appreciation truly dawns on them. And therefore, in that instant, akin to as though being 'In a blink of an eye.']  

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Of course it could simply be that I inevitably learned what I have due to how people could but be to me in this set up... that I suffered at the hands of parents, peers and people in general, due to the determining factor, the veritable 'driving force' that makes people so different with different people - and the same person when they are made to look so different facially or become rendered far less physically capable, as has been my own experience. Namely, man's self-given criteria as to that which is supposed to establish one person's measure over another i.e. where the supposed 'betters' are meant to be served and so supported, by their 'lessers.' The result for me, being a life-long experience of a living hell created by people who wanted me dead and gone, attacking me with murderous intent due to the boxes they deemed I ticked in regards to being considered to be the best looking, the best at certain sports, the best singer and the most intelligent. By man's criterion therefore, I was supposed to be the most supported, but instead for that very reason found myself to be the most under attack of my generation. Set upon not just by those in my school-year, but also by those years ahead of me. [My writing of 'Bullying Beaten' soon to be published and available on Amazon, will elucidate much more clearly, what looking behind the nature of those experiences taught me. [It really will achieve as the title states and will have unprecedented and far reaching benefits to all association and so, everybody's life. For what it is in its entirety, it really will take the world by storm in the most positive sense and truest way possible. And that is a fact, not a boast.]

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Understandably, the supposed 'lesser's' wish to have the life of those deemed their 'betters' and not vice versa. And so, as is true of everybody, they wish the greatest number of people to be for them and the least number against them or simply indifferent to them.

 

This means that if you are seen as the best and so, the 'better' at many things, accordingly in your formative years, you'll be most hated by the greatest number and in the main, will experience from them a fury that wants you dead and gone... as was my hell of an experience... 'hell' being the operative word, as stated.

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There's no"Boo Hoo! Poor little me", in any of this... I don't suffer from self-pity - if I did, I'd be dead already. Instead, I state everything matter-of-factly. I do not have a 'Victim Mentality,' even though the consequences to my body were crippling and life denying.

 

This is because I now appreciate that what I have learned from all I've been subjected to and suffered so severely consequently i.e. diametrically opposed facial and physical appearances, abilities and positions and prospects in life etc. could not be learned in any other way and is why it hasn't been known before now.

 

This doesn't mean I am in any way special or anybody's superior, for there is no favouring of me in what I've been through, far from it, quite the opposite actually.

 

Somebody who believed in the philosophy of Karma and therefore that if you make others suffer, you'll suffer likewise, once said to me, "You must have been Hitler in your last life to have been put to suffer so much in this one."

 

To which I replied, "If a great good comes of great suffering, how do you know that outcome wasn't the intention of that suffering?"  [The concept of so called 'Dark Angels,' covers this point. However, speaking for myself, an action of such murderous and malicious intention, that most would consider it to be 'evil,' being perpetrated against your person, in no way ever makes you think that in any way they are an 'Angel', but I get the point nevertheless. 

 

Believing in the concept as given to 'Karma' is, to my mind, a wish to believe in some divine justice and that there's a sense of justice underpinning all things... I learned there is no justice, there is only Just Is. And that is the inevitable consequences in our lives of the way people are... how supportive and unsupportive and how many and to what extent, are in each camp in your life... how many are for you and how many against, even by their being indifferent to you and therefore not supporting you.

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I see Karma as a wish to deter those with the power to hurt you badly from any such action and to give consolation to those who have been most hard done by, to say the least, and being powerless, to invoke any retaliatory action themselves, want to believe those who have hurt them so severely, will suffer the same fate.

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The fact is people happen to people... they can be your own personal 'hell' in experience and consequence, or it can be that the few that are not against or indifferent to you living or dying, you consider will inhabit your heaven. [I will prove this can't happen, but will at the same time establish relations on earth as is considered to be THE WAY OF PEOPLE IN 'HEAVEN'. [Please listen to my Podcasts: 'Heaven's Forbid' and 'The After-Life'... I guarantee they will not in any way be what you may think and expect them to be. They will in fact establish what was always TRULY MEANT by those references and aspirations, in the first place and always really. As YOU WILL SEE!

 

If I fully believed what I've been through was meant to be, I'd hold off risking giving it all away with the possibility of no return to me whatsoever and go through a publisher, but it is an undeniable fact of LIFE, that what I have learned, belongs to everyone by right.

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In addition, I do feel an urgency to put this out to the world now because it either has never been about me and once that is satisfied I'm done for or it has all simply been the inevitable dire consequences to me of such a condition that had to be as severe as it has been if it was to so severely incapacitate me for so many years and give me all of those years I was unable to pursue my dreams, to just think. Anyway, it is looking like I could not be long for this world as they say. And so I don't wish it all to have been for nothing and so I am putting this out in this manner now. [Hence my Podcasts... they say and achieve it all: 'Those who have ears..." will hear and those who are 'blind', will see.]

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The upside of living with your imminent death for so long and actually dying for a short while and coming back, is you really gain an appreciation for life. Further, really knowing you would be dead regardless of your will to live and how hard you fight to not go gently into that dark night, but for the help of a handful of people, really makes you appreciate how rare and valuable to your life - their being the difference of you living and dying when it comes down to it - such individuals are.

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The causes of my severe incapacitation and pain, together with being left to endure the worst of it by the majority, that all will agree once appreciated, is an indictment of humanity which has taught me that if I were to tell my story now, most would likewise not believe me, think it embellished and a sob-story from somebody seeking sympathy. It is just as well therefore, it is what I learned that matters.

 

In addition, when robbed of active participation in life for many years you have a lot of time to think.

 

In the main, I have been related to as a figment of people’s imagination according to their prejudices.

 

This and having always told the truth, but very rarely been believed, gives unique insights into people.

 

Then, failed by the mainstream medical profession, I hoped I could be saved from what I was suffering by religion. Not from the consolation of faith, but by there being some almighty entity I could appeal to, who would heal me.

 

I hoped to find THE TRUTH and, in exchange for having my life back, would have followed every tenet and worshipped most ardently. [And so I fully appreciate religious conviction in every regard as you will see.].

 

However, I didn’t have the luxury of being able to believe something simply because it suited and satisfied my psychology or psyche. For if I was wrong, I was dead. It had to be that I found THE ONE and could solicit the power of ‘The Almighty’.

 

This meant I couldn’t ignore any belief or any of the different interpretations of some truth sayer’s sayings, in case that was the TRUE UNDERSTANDING.

 

In all, I read the main books of the world’s most prominent religious beliefs, the great works of philosophers, acclaimed psychologists and so much more.

 

You could say that, even though abandoned to my fate all those years and totally alone, I spent them with the greatest thinkers the world has ever known and doing a lot of deep thinking of my own.

 

Many were difficult enough to take in, but add to that the intense pain I was experiencing, and they became almost impossible.

 

Nevertheless, I relished learning what they believed and avidly followed their well worked arguments… always expecting I’d come across the life changing realisations my life and reflection made apparent to me, but I never did. 

 

You could say I was taken out of the world and the world was taken out of me. And now it's your turn to come to LIFE TRULY as it should be... THE WAY OF TRUE UNDERSTANDING being to first establish that which isn't.

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All Now Ends And Truly Begins

 

“When you make the two into one, the inner like the outer and the outer like the inner and the upper like the lower, the male and the female into a single one, so that the male will not be male nor the female be female; when you make eyes in place of an eye, a hand in place of a hand, a foot in place of a foot, an image in place of an image, then you will enter the Kingdom.”

 

Yashu/Yeshua/Joshua/Jesus

 

 

 

ONE

 

 “Simplify.”

                             

            Buddha

       

 

“Know Thyself.”

                          

                            Socrates

 

 

“The Truth Within.”

                                  

                                                 Every One

 

“The fault lies not in the stars, but in ourselves.”

                                                                     

                                                                Shakespeare

 

 

 

Theorised Relatively

 

The perceived being relative to the perceiver means the nature of our knowledge and knowledge of our nature is different

one to another and changes through time according to each person’s acquired truth.

 

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